Waiting for you... Alone.

Moved!

2009-02-19T23:15:00.001+08:00

MOVED!!! :D

New blog: http://new-sunrises.blogspot.com

15/01/2009

2009-01-15T17:51:00.003+08:00

1st post in 2009, wow. Belated happy new year, I guess. haha

Sec 3 is scary, as in it just feels weird. There is quite a big jump from sec 2 to 3. And I still don't feel like one. Like this year, I'm gonna be 15. Even if it's in dec... And next year's 16 and o levels. Frankly, it's something like p3. Going into a new school too!

Well, gonna get dinner now.

Holidays end soon

2008-12-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

I suppose this would be my last post in 2008, considering that I'm going to be quite busy with painting the house (nice procrastination -.-), my Commonwealth essay (another nice one), wrapping up my books, and getting ready for the nice Sec3 year ahead. Somehow, I'm not really looking forward to it. Has to be quite a big jump for all subjects, scary...

My room has a nice new look, not so cluttered with books as it was, all those P3 stuff, wow. I had a nice discovery of silverfish while cleaning out my room. It was horrible. But at least it's better now. I think.

I'm still struggling with the Commonwealth Essay, in the midst of writing it, not very successful. The topics are so hard! Hmph. Gotta get back to writing it. The whole reason why I switched on the com was to try and do it. The key word here is "TRY". I need all the luck. Especially when the holidays are ending.

Finally 14! (:

2008-12-13T17:02:00.003+08:00

Wow, this post is really late... As in totally and seriously. Who cares? I have been so busy with all the spring cleaning. And we haven't even painted the house. Supposed to do so today, but my parents had to go out to get a present. And I haven't actually started on my holiday homework yet. A lot of procrastinating! Hmph. Short post but I seriously need to start of work. And I was saying that holidays were boring... Haha!

15/11/2008

2008-11-15T11:08:00.002+08:00

I'm utterly and totally bored... And I hate this. Yikes. It's no wonder that I am on the computer now... Seriously, i dunno what else I can do. Read fanfic perhaps. But I bet with my brother that I could go 1 week without it. Or I could go to Yishun Library. It opened yesterday. Or more important: preparing for SAP scholarship interview. I'll probably just flunk it anyway. My HP interview was a disaster... Hmm, I shall go and edit my profile and links later. After I finish this. But I'm bored. Doesn't help that I want to go to Yishun and borrow all the books I want. Problem: I already have 8 books and dunno which ones to return. i absolutley love myself at times. Argh! Short post, but I want to go now... haha. My SAP interview can wait till evening, I hope. :D haha.

213' 08

2008-11-12T18:23:00.003+08:00

I don't want to keep track of the days I don't post. But it really is a lot... Not that I'm busy. I'm just plain lazy, again. Or maybe I am too addicted to fanfiction. Not good... Storybooks as well. And maybe detective games as well. And watching The Magicians of Love. haha

Well, Sec 2 was officially OVER on monday, right after our C&D performance. No more 113'07 and 213'08 of NYGH. No more being in the same class. I know I'm really quiet in class and pretty much a loner. But I really love 213. I will miss the times we always broadcast ice-skating videos and HSM songs in class, singing 欠我十块 during LSC, listening to all the jokes, looking at everybody playing cards and trying to figure out how to play, the times we work together as a class... i remember all the good memories I have with all of you.

I had a lot of 1st times with the people of 113'07 and 213'08. Like I helped to make a cake last year. I went to Subway for the first time. I went to IKEA for the first time. I tasted an IKEA hotdog for the first time. I went to Island Creamery for the first time. And a lot of others, which I will always remember. This class is really very special. i've never been in the same class for 2 years. And now that I have, I really cherish this class, much as there were many unhappy things, the time we spent together as a class is really unforgettable. I will always love 213.

24/10/08

2008-10-24T14:52:00.002+08:00

More than one month. I'm still lazy i guess. EOYs were terrible, horrible, devastating, stressful. Whatever. One word: BAD. I did horribly for every single subject. Chinese compo 4 stupid cuo zi. I can't believe it. The others? I won't want to say it here, especially my humanities. Blah blah. Hope that my overall MSG is at least 1.5. If not, I would hurl. Or break down. Or just lock myself in the room all day. Whichever fits. But at least EOYs are over.

My brother's exams just started yesterday. Dunno how it is. He won't tell me anything. I did go home late. He better do good. At least 80 in all subjects, I hope. P3 is super easy la. I got 90 plus for all subjects in P3. Sure he can do it. But least PSLE over. It's a lot more relaxed. Even if I'm bored to death at home. Since if I on the com, my bro would scream. At least I can watch TV.

Can't wait till my brother's exams over. My mom said we can all go watch high school musical 3 together. Yay. I AM looking forward to it. Cuz my sis was planning to go with her frenz. Then I was looking for someone to go watch it with. And ta-da, it became a nice family outing. Haha.

Dunno what else to say. CCA's starting soon... Dun even noe what to do. Except we are doing video filming.

06/08/08

2008-09-06T21:15:00.002+08:00

Gosh! Haven't posted in a long time... Again. Not that I was too busy. Just plain lazy. Seriously, I can't believe that the hols are going to be over so soon... At least I accomplished a little. Like reading my culture and bio textbook... And 2 geog textbooks. Hmm. Quite good... Bio's actually interesting. Really really fun. Haha.

Sprained my ankle on Sunday. Jumping about at home, as usual. Lost my balance and whoom, I hurt my leg. Freaky. Seriously, I had no idea I sprained my ankle. Just that it was pain. Least until I went to see the doctor the next day. My dad was like "I so should have gotten that first aid book out." I didn't even eat the painkillers. Only once. But the doc said to refrain from physical activity for 2 weeks. Since it's a risk that it would get sprained again...

Still went trekking up Bukit Timah hill for geog fieldwork on Thursday anyway. Wasn't that pain. But my whole leg is hurting what with all the steep slopes. Climbing up them wasn't really that easy... Down was fun... :D

Need to get to sleep. I hope i can sleep. I was like lying in bed for a long time thinking of APCG again. No rhyme or reason. Just popped into my mind.. Haiz. I did sleep till 2pm yesterday since I was tired from climbing the hill... Guess that's the reason. Sleep time! :)

27/08/2008

2008-08-27T23:08:00.003+08:00

It's like so late now... I wanna sleep. But no, I'm rushing out my math SIA refelctions. Which is like squeezing all of my brain juice. 11.09pm. I so should have been asleep by now. I'm getting really tired really easily nowadays. I attribute that to my laziness. Not like I don't get enough sleep. Fine, maybe, I don't. I still want my beauty sleep. My eyes are like shutting and everything. My mind is really troubled by school. My fingers are committing lots of typos. My head is wanting to lie down and rest. My whole body feels like sleeping. Excpet I know I can't. Ah, the woe of late sleep... I want sleep!!! Though I shouldn't be complaining. Some people are worse than me. Like ppl having a whole pile of homweork and projects to do and a poster to rush out by midnight... Sometimes, I envy myself. But really, now I don't really. Cuz all I want to do now is to sleep. A nice rest on my nice bed in my nice room having nice dreams. Hugging my great stuff toy dog, Pinky. Haiz...

Quiz 2 for today

2008-08-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

You Are White Tea

You are quite delicate and very sensitive. You are easily overwhelmed.

Peace and serenity are important to you. You shy away from intensity of any sort.

You appreciate a simple quiet moment. You can relax easily without feeling bored.

You take the time to enjoy life. Even when things are busy, you make the time.

What Kind of Tea Are You?

13/08/2008

2008-08-13T20:31:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh, that last post was super duper emo la. Never mind, let's get a nice little post in here...

Subject choices!!!!!!!!!! Yay, maybe not. Argh! But anyway, hard to decide. No triple science, I think. I'm not even that sure about my science EOY this year. >< Horrible. Considering Humanities Program. But somehow, i dun think i can get in. At least not with my horrible history test results. Haiz... Decided on BSP. Somehow, I doubt I can get the SAP scholarship. Gah!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

That was dedicated to a certain somebody, if you ever come across here... Winks Haha. Really random, but fun. :) To tat mysterious person, Jia you for history test tmr. Though by the time u see this, i think it will be a long long time away. Lol. XD

Sprucing up this gloomy little black place, quizzes!

You Are a Coconut Flavored Popsicle

You are easygoing. For you, summer is definitely a time to kick back.

You are a peaceful soul. You shy away from drama and stress.

You are a warm and compassionate. You give everyone a fair chance.

Your tastes tend to be simple. You rather have a few high quality items than a bunch of junk.

What Flavor Popsicle Are You?

lol. dun see how that describes me... :) More later...

Post-APCG and emo

2008-07-29T21:13:00.004+08:00

I'm still in the totally post APCG mood. I really dunno but APCG seemed such a long time away. But at the same time, I am missing everything about APCG, even the totally bland and ingredient-less fried rice we ate on the first meal. Still really depressing. Cuz i think that APCG was like one of the only times I ever opened up with people I did not interact much with. Now, Group 9 seems more like my frens than some of my frens ever would be. And I can show my true character. That was one of the best things ever.

I miss shouting for Group 9 to gather.

I miss holding the placard up till my hands ached.

I miss talking with the participants in Group 9.

I miss complaining about how we had to wait so long for the bus.

And everything else I did with Group 9 as a student leader.

Even missing being called Jane and Wonder Woman occassionally.

Basically, just everything. And Group 9! I was happier during that time than how I could be in school sometimes. At least people cared about me. Though I was actually supposed to care for the group more. But it really is a mutual thing, I guess...

Anyway, toady was a horrible day at school. Just passed for history. Thank goodness my assignment was good.

I felt really left out, of like every single thing in my class. Some people just hate me, I can tell that. I'm not exactly blind.And no matter how much of an introvert I am, I still want frens and I still want to be liked. It's human nature. And I have some really really good frens who cared about me, not how I appear outwardly. I know that sometimes I might be a little not responsive, or that I just don't do things. I feel really sorry about that. But if I had a choice, I would do things good. Like how people are quite unresponsive about the cross-country. I could have gone, on the risk of collapsing, humiliating the class and everything. But I didn't. It's called weighing the pros and cons. And I delayed submitting the names. I know that I'm really horrible at PE and whoever ends up with me as a partner for any single sport will get fed up, and somewhat hate me. I know that some people just don't want to work with me for unknown reasons. Whatever they might be, I can still see how you don't like me and hate me.

I admit I am really quiet in class, and I don't contribute much to discussions. But I try, at least I think I do. It's just that when i get a point, i don't get to speak. And when i am asked to speak, I don't know what to say. And that I might be too quiet. I know I love to procrastinate and probably have a lot of bad habits. I am trying to change, but well, the important word is trying. It's a slow progress. I know I appear transparent and the class can do well without me. I accpet that, i guess. It's what I learnt to do. I wasn't like that in p3. I was like the most popular one in class, with loads of friends, more talkative than now, for sure. But i hate adjusting to new environments. And when I do that, my whole personality changes. I am still figuring out why I changed.

And i want to change back. But I just don't know how to, or where to start from. It's a matter of habit. I can't say I would be more extroverted, but starting today, I am going to put in my best effort, in speaking up, in not procrastinating, in being back to the relatively extroverted person I was before. It's not a guarantee I would succeed, but at least it's a start.

From APCG, I did learn that the only way to make friends is to be one. I don't have that many friends at this point in time, only a few close ones, like Hannah, Zexi, Chloe.. Though I don't really interact with them much, they are willing to listen to my troubles, understand me. And I really love them for that. They are my really true friends, who I call friends. People who interact with me only when it is necessary, well, not really my friends. But I will try to get along more with my classmates, and anyone else I know.

Wow, pretty long. But I guesss I might be a little emotional today.

But what I just said is true. I will try to speak up, get along better with my class. And it is not just crap. I really mean it. If you think I don't, then I can't do anything......

APCG!!!

2008-07-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

Decided to post something abut APCG! Having time cuz it's a nice wonderful saturday... :)

APCG was really a great success, at least i think so. But i am sure that many people will agree with me. Especially the student leaders from NYGH and HCI. I believe that everyone had fun, though it was kind of hard at times. So, just a few notes of appreciation to some people I feel I should really thank. Here goes

Samuel- If you ever find ur way to this blog, then I would like to thank you loads for all the times that you were so responsible towards the group and really cared. Another thanks for the lion(which I named Leo) and the chocolate bar. Just a big thanks for being a really great student leader. :)

Ming Kang- I really enjoyed working wiht you. You really cared about the whole of Group 9, which does mean a lot. It's ok you didn't give me any presnts. The card was great enough. It's really the thought that counts. :)

Group 9- Thanks for all the great times that you shared with me. Thanks to Abi, Alex and Raphael for being such great friends to me during the whole time. I know that I was a little bad-tempered at times. Hope that you wouldn't blame me. But all the same, thanks to Alex, Raphael and Abi for the really cute pig. You have no idea of its symbolism, trust me. But I really love it, especially the sound it makes. :D Thanks for all the great memories and for really being great student participants. :D

All other people- I know that I didn't really interact with all of you that much. But I did get to know some of you, and I hope that we can be friends and everything.

APCG has really taught me a lot, and I really want to say that these great memories will always stay in my mind, and I will always treasure them.

Random day

2008-07-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

Posting when I am like supposed to be doing my CME project. Which supposedly has presentation tmr. Gonna fall asleep really soon. Eyes are closing. So sad right?

Today got back my math block test. Horrible but at least I got A1 just right... Yay for me. I didn't even finish the paper. Yesterday was math block test, ms chooi mark so fast one. Really freaky, but good i guess...

Then after school went Plaza Singapura to watch Dark Knight with some of the APCG people. Like one-sixth of it. But never mind. Nice movie, quite thrilling... I haven't watched a movie in a cinema in like so long. We actually spent quite some time waiting for some gentlemen (ahem). And then we spent a long long time debating on wad movie to watch. Haha. But all the movies started at 4 plus, no diff actually. Spent some more time switching seats. Really amusing. Went home really really late la. Reached home at like 9.15pm. It was raining some more. The bus was so long. Fell somewhat asleep in the bus. I was that tired. And then I set my handphone countdown timer to so regular intervals, just so I don't like oversleep. :D

I didn't even eat dinner today. At least not properly. I was really starving la. And then found out no more dinner left. >< Then my mom opened 1 box of durians. I ate a few pieces. Hungry la, and I love durian. Though the smell totally occupies the fridge. Having loads of durian overload these days. Mom goes back to malaysia and gets durians like almost every weekend. So nice season for durians! :) Very scared will get sore throat. Not that I really care.

Haha. Better go and rush out the CME now. Missing APCG loads...

Home Sweet Home!!!

2008-07-20T09:20:00.002+08:00

Haven't posted for a long time, by my standards. Back from APCG Youth Summit!!! Kind of sad, but happy. Home sweet home! :)

The Youth Summit was like totally great. Especially since my group was so fun and interesting. GO GROUP 9!!! :D Lol. Really nice being their student leader, especially the last few days. Cuz they kind of opened up more. Though I was actually feeling moody for those days. Gah!

But it was funny cuz i got two nicknames, just to match the other two student leaders' nicknames. Jane to match King Kong. Wonder woman to match Superman. Funny, i tell you. But they were not really calling me by my nickname. Guess it was just not right. Lol.

But i think i'm glad to have made the accquaintance of so many ppl cuz of this Youth Summit. Means more contacts in my email and MSN. Yay! But sad thing is a lot of ppl think that i use my hotmail for MSN, but in truth, i use my yahoo mail more often. Fine, i will just use both equally, i guess. Horrible thing about having 2 email accounts. lol

I am already missing everybody and everything we do. Hey, but I did learn a few logic games (Even if the logic behind some of them is a little lame.)Which is good ennough for me cuz i can make my sibling's brain cells work out a lot. Haha. Cuz the logic is so easy, and ppl tend to think in the more complicated way, it took a long long time to figure them out. Amusing how the brain works. And when u get the logic, you burst out laughing, saying that it is so easy. lol

I seem to be ending most of my paragraphs with lol. But anyway, i better get to work now. Cuz u noe, tests are tmr! Uhh! Never mind, Jia you for block tests and jap test! :)

Celebration

2008-07-05T20:39:00.001+08:00

Yay. i redid the whole template. I don't even noe wad I changed last time to make all the text centralized. OK now. Celebration time! :) Give my poor soul a break and get some quizzes done.. haha.

You Are 76% Shy

You are a very shy person, and it has started to impact your life in a negative way.

If you can avoid human contact, you usually do. And as a result, you miss out on a lot.

How Shy Are You?

Youth Day

2008-07-05T20:22:00.001+08:00

Yay. Youth day long long weekend. Mom is back to malaysia, only me and sis left here.

This is like so sad. I'm playing the sound so loud my head totally hurts like I dunno what. For the benefit of my sis. lol.

Youth Day funfair was great. Though I did not practically nothing. -.- Except to help clean up and get all the tables and chairs to and fro the canteen, Ow, my hand totally hurts. Otah and satay were all sold out in like one hour. Last shift, nothing to do. Xian. But yay, we earned $$$.

Trying to get my blog entries to get to the left. But i can make neither head nor tail of the template. I am not an expert in HTML code, just got this from blogskins. But nice enough, i guess...

Countdown to youth summit. sth like one more week. Shoot, I haven't even half started on researching on Singapore and those other participating countries. googled it, yeah and got one whole bunch of stuff to memorise. Might as well make a file out of it. haha. I can't wait for the youth summit. Going to do last minute packing next sat.

Think that's it. Need to replay the song.

Random day

2008-07-01T20:35:00.000+08:00

Argh. Congratulations to me on totally close to flunking my physics test. It was totally like last minute revision. like, 平时不烧香，临时抱佛脚。Really horrible. And the chinese debate thingy. I noe that i will stay up late and somehow end up oversleeping on the bus again tmr. not that i did since the beginning of this term.

Seriously, this is getting nowhere. Like i don't now wad to post in the first place. haha. I just saw my poor dead blog and felt like posting. So sad.

Changed seats today. I say i will be drifting off most of the time if i'm at the back. Which I am. I preferred sitting in the front a lot much better. Seriously, being a little deaf doesn't do good for me if i'm all the way at the back. So hopefully, i can hear la. if not, say hello to eternal huh-ings...

Think better go now. i wanna watch the 9 o' clock show. it's nice! :)

What sign guy should I not date

2008-05-29T21:50:00.001+08:00

Never Date an Aquarius

Freaky, unconventional, and downright strange - it's likely that any Aquarius will weird you out.

And if you do happen to fall for an Aquarius, you'll probably find them too emotionally distant to connect with.

Instead try dating: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn, or Virgo

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

My IQ

2008-05-29T21:39:00.001+08:00

Your IQ Is 115

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

A quiz...

2008-05-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

Instructions: remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question then tag 8 people in your list, list them out in the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all.

Q1: Do you like your present school?
A1: Yep! I think that it is relatively better than other schools, and considering that there are so many interesting programs in NYGH, I obviously like it. Another one of my resons would be my wonderful classmates. I know I haven't really contributed to the class a lot last year and this year. But all the people are so friendly and wonderful. And I love my class. Ok, and my CCA since I did learn quite a bit... :)

Q2: What do you want the most now?
A2: Hmm. That actually kind of depends.. I want a lot of things. But one would be to get an A1 for all my subject overalls. Though it might be actually quite impossible. Another would be to get the computer into the playroom so I can have more privacy...

Q3: Who is the closest person to you in your school?
A3: Well... I would not exactly say that I am that close to my classmates or CCA mates. Since really, I just hang out sometimes with all of you and we are not really close. But if the closest person in school, I think it might be Chloe. I mean, she was my best fren in P6, and we still are quite close, though we don't hang out that often now...

Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
A4: Never. I don' think that I ever hate my friends. Maybe that I feel they can be annoying at times but I will never ever hate my friends.

Q5: Are you afraid of death?
A5: I can say that I am quite afraid of death now. I mean, i'm still young right? But maybe when I'm older and fulfilled all of my wishes, then I might not be that afraid. Most probably I will be afraid of the pain.

Q6: What is your goal this year?
A6: My goal would be to excel in lang arts and chinese. Since I am actually aiming to get into the BSP programme next year, I obviously have to buck up right? I still can't believe I missed A1 by just that little.

Q7: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A7: Love at first sight might happen sometimes. But for me, I feel that love at first sight might be actually quite deceiving since you are probably most attracted to the guy's looks, not really fall in love with him.

Q8: Do you believe in eternity love?
A8: I think i believe in eternity love. Because really, if you and the other person truly love each other, and there is truat and efficient communication, the usual stuff, then why not? I myself would want eternity love. :)

Q9: When is your ideal age to get a boyfriend?
A9: This is my question, since really, I can't answer the other one. My ideal age would be about 16 to 18. Since really, I think we are mature enough and if we really love each other, then the age is not really a problem. Just that having a boyfriend too young is actually a little unbelievable.

Q10: What do you enjoy doing the most?
A10: Reading books. Like really, I can get so absorbed in nice storybooks that I can actually lose track of time and just engross myself to it. Another would be listening to music, I guess. This is quite new. Since I decided that my knowledge of songs is horrible and I tried listening to more. And they were actually quite nice. Addictive as well.

Q11: Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
A11: My admirer? Seriously, nobody will admire me at all. I don't exactly give the feeling that I would even like an admirer. But anyway, I have done quite a few things for my crush. (Na. I am so not revealing my crush here...)

Q12: What feeling do you hate most?
A12: I actually have quite a few feelings that I hate. But the feeling I hate most is when I feel stupid and inferior. Especially when I am criticized by others. I know that criticism is actually gd for me, but I still can;t deal with it. Time is needed, I guess...

Q13: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
A13: I do. I made a few mistakes not cherishing friendships last time and I obviously regret it. I so did not cherish my close friendship with Hannah and now, i feel a little regretful, since I found out that she is a really great friend, who can understand me. So now, I cherish my friendships a lot.

Q14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
A14: Rest of my life? That's a bit far-sighted, isn't it? But really, I would say my sister, since I might probably die faster than her. But if it was a guy, then obviously somebody I love. Probably sensitive to emotions and a sweet guy. Ok, maybe I forgot to mention one thing. I would want to spend the rest of my life with my toy dog. But really, I hug it to sleep. I can't sleep without it. Except when there are camps. Then I would be so tired that I just doze right off. Since camps are tiring.

Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A15: I would say that my family is the most important. Since she really understands me. But aside from that, love and kindness? And obviously life itself. So really, everything in life is important. :D

Q16: Do you find life meaningless?
A16: Occasionally. When I feel that I am a bit neglected or at least feeling a bit emotional. Like when I feel that I'm useless and dipensable.

Q17: What do you live for?
A17: I live for everything in this world, and in life. All the people I know, my own goals, the different feelings I have towards different things, the beautiful scenery, nature... And the list goes on. Since there are so many things in this world and life, right?

Q18: Who do you talk most to in school?
A18: Myself. Since really, I mostly keep quiet in school. But I have this habit for mumbling to myself about important things or about school or life in general. Belive me, i think i'm a bit out of my mind sometimes. But of course, I will find a deserted corner.

Q19: What are you listening to now?
A19: Listening? I will say that I am listening to the TV advertisements. Since my paretns don't exactly approve of me blasting music through the speakers in the middle of the living room. And I have no headphones anyway. :( So sad...

Q20: What material thing do you want most now?
A20: I desperately want a new handphone, or at least a laptop. But none of them obviously seems possible now. Since my parents will get me a laptop when i reach JC, and it is so far away. And a new handphone? How to tell my parents? That my handphone doesn't even have bluetooth and the radio blasts off random music I don't want to hear?

Great! I can't think of any people. Wait for a few more months? haha :D

09/05/2008

2008-05-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

Gosh. I feel so horrible. Like my whole body is aching all over, especially somewhere near my chest, and my legs. Horrible NAPFA! :(

Let's start on the napfa topic. It was horrible. Right after my second round, or somehwere around there, i started to breathe quite heavily, then it became my head aching like hell. But I really did try to 坚持到底. I seriously did. I did not really start walking so soon. I was trying my best. And then, i dunno why, my whole body just like seemed to give up or sth like that, then i started to walk a lot. And for no reason, i started crying, though it was not really that obvious, but tears were definetely dripping, i think partly coz my nose was totally sensitive to the sun, and that my head and eyes were hurting. i felt really stupid, i did. i mean, i could do 1.6km perfectly well, why did i have to resign myself to fail 2.4. So, is trated running for short distances, then walk. But in the end, i still failed, but i think it improved from last year. Gosh, and i totally collapsed on the track while I ended. Think it was because of my sudden outburst during running or whatever, and i couldn't stand it. I mean, i was panting and breathing very heavily, worse than usual, and i felt giddy and everything. Then I had to have tears plus perspiration. i don't remember running to be so horrible.

Ok, i don't get it. I feel really really stupid, like i failed my 2.4km. i knew i would, but the thing really didn't soothe my reaction afterwards, though i don't really feel like i failed. I mean, what kind of PE rep am I when i was so horrible at PE. I am so sure i will get F for PE this year. i already failed my netball, and i sure fail volleyball. And i highly doubt i will do better next semester. what kind of subject rep fails the subject? i dunno, probably only me? Like i really wanted to be PE rep in the first place. Ya, as if, haha. Don't laugh. i was forced into it and i hate it coz i just do, something like i hate failing PE, but can't find time to train or anything. And my stamina is horrible.

Then as if my thoughts about my horrible failure was not enough, i had to go think about my P6 1.6km, how it was the best, because hannah was sth like encouraging me during the last round, and that zexi was like running somewhere round me. I think hannah was encouraging me to beat zexi. And i think it kind of worked, coz i did manage to come in like 1 second after him, and i got a C for my 1.6km, when I really was some distance behind him. Well, i think that was part of the reason i did feel like crying. But those were nice memories, like i was not last in class.

I did not feel as pessimistic and i certainly did not feel like a complete total failure at PE. But that one failure at PE, well, kind of led me to feel just completely idiotic and the whole world was like looking down on me? i think it was my emo-ish-ness again. What a nice time to feel emo... haha

Now, i feel like drinking loads of water, probably was too dehydrated from napfa, though i actually did drown down like one whole bottle of water b4 the run. But i think it wasn't really enough. Great! I will go and pour myself one nice bottle of water while somebody please tag... :D

04/05/2008

2008-05-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh. It’ so late now. But to think of it, I sleep at this time practically everyday. I think I’m so getting used to it. Haha of course, my mom’s yelling at me to get off the com. so sad

Anyway, went to jean’s house for physics sia. It was quite productive, I have to admit. And the prototype worked. Yay. But I was late, coz apparently the stupid bus decided to come like after 15min of waiting at the interchange. Gah. That was main event of the day, I think. Or maybe I could count that my mom spent like 120 plus dollars today.

And then when I got home, I was kinda studying for jap, but I was getting a bit xian, I studied through the whole of labour day. And then I saw this pink file and started to drift off, thinking about my ex, ex primary school. Which is namely the great Admiralty Primary School, which is like a few blocks away from my house.

Then is started to relieve all these memories, like how I was so so happy there. I mean, I had friends who spent every recess with me, we talked about random stuff during lessons and still managed to keep up with the lessons. I mean, I don’t think i am as happy as I was. Not since I transferred to nyps. It was kind of sad, being the only person to get into gep that year. And it was totally lonely. Plus, I feel like I have like practically no true frens now, i feel perfectly fine spending a whole day by myself. But really, it’s kind of sad.

And then I thought about my teachers, about how nice they were and everything. And then I thought about the school song. Amazingly, I can still remember how to sing it. :D I highly doubt I would want to like type the whole thing out, but really, it’s nice… and then I thought about how the present admps is different from the one I knew. Coz it totally underwent the renovation and then it just looks different, but nicer. So sad. It’s like taking away all the nice precious memories for me. :(

Ok, I think it’s enough of that emo-ishness . better go now.

Distraction quizzes

2008-04-15T21:56:00.001+08:00

Your EQ is 113

You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content. You live your life well.

Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well.

You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed.

You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things. When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces

Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship

And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can

Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing

A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

You Are Sunshine

Soothing and calm

You are often held up by others as the ideal

But too much of you, and they'll get burned

You are best known for: your warmth

Your dominant state: connecting

What Type of Weather Are You?

Yay, done! haha :D

15/04/08

2008-04-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

Yay! Okay, anyway. i'm feeling so xian today. Dunno wad to do, at least. I feel more and more xian everyday, now that it's like term 2 week 5 already... Is it? (ok, i give up, my brain is kinda half-dead) I really shouldn't be blogging now, maybe finishing my infocomm project as a gd girl, seeing that it has to be handed up tmr early in the morning. Better drag myself up tmr out of bed...

Today was, well, ok, i guess. Chinese was really nice, i guess. At least we were going thru the ke wens, a little bit more slacking lah. Which reminds me, i have to say the story tmr, and i have perfectly no idea wad to say, I'm dead. Ok, next was science. Electricity again. We are fast!!! YAY! well, at least, i remembered my notes today. Better run thru them, if not i will be like lost sheep every lesson. Ok, we got released for early recess, yay again! After that, math, but ms chooi not here, so it became geog. Geog was ok... THen the movie screening. "Hero" is touching. However, the projector seemed to hate screening it or it was too emotionally agitated at the exciting parts, so it decided to stop working for a while. I certainly hope it is the latter, of course. Seriously, the projector seemed to noe the movie, then blanked out at the nice exciting high points. It was hilarious. Then lunch, which was basically stone, coz i was really just walking about everywhere. Then drama, which was really hilarious, and the freeze frame my grp did was so odd, coz we were really leaving practically everything till the last minute. And it is difficult to like do freeze frame in a slimming centre, with half of the ppl acting as clients hanging around. "pancake to the wall" isn's such a nice idea after all. Coz Mr Ng said that apparently, the thing on the panel we usually pancake ourselves on was first soaked in horse urine. And then he started telling us about the documentaries he watched regarding the making of some products. ALmost everybody in the grp were feeling itchy all over, as usual, when we left the room. Then CCT, it was slack. But we learnt that we got E for cleaniless again...

WHY ON EARTH DO MY PARENTS QUARREL SO OFTEN??? I would love to noe. They just got into another one of their horrible rows, for the at least tenth time in this year. It's so horrible. Especially when they are scolding each other with the same things over and over again. I'm getting really tired of this. gah! . But i can't do anything. From previous experiences, if i get in between their quarrel, i will end up no better, just getting scolded at. So i'm distracting myself.

Going to do some quizzes. Hopefully, they might work... Sad...

I love me (aka Strawberry)!!! haha

2008-04-12T17:40:00.001+08:00

You Are a Strawberry

You are friendly, outgoing, and well liked by many people.

You are popular, but there's nothing you ordinary or average about you.

You a very interesting person, and you have many facets to your personality.

Sometimes you feel very conflicted. Your different sides of your personality pull at you.

You are a very sensual and passionate person. You are fiery... you can't help it.

In general, you keep your passionate side under wraps. You are only wild in private.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

I'm a soda!!! :D

2008-04-12T17:25:00.002+08:00

You Are 7 Up

Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly.

But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!

Your best soda match: Diet Coke

Stay away from: Mountain Dew

What Kind of Soda Are You?

07/04/2008

2008-04-07T21:22:00.000+08:00

Wow, yay, I’m posting again. Cool?! As in I’m writing this in word under my parent’s noses, haha, avoiding suspicion. They are watching The Arena, but I really dun understand, coz we just started like 2 min ago… Blah! Anyway, it’s so sad, no more TV at 9pm every weekday. My mom said no no. After all, my sis’s PSLE’s this year, can’t blame me. And she has tuition, unlike the poor me who didn’t have tuition since P4. Sad…

Who cares? I will contend myself with using the nice nice com, at least, though I can’t really play. That’s why I’m posting. That’s the whole point, is it? Arghh, I getting stupid…. And random. Word keeps on correcting my mistakes, I like my I with a small letter, but somehow, everything gets capitalized. Gah! And the red and green curl wirly lines are so irritating. Gah again.

(Wait, what’s the motion for today’s debate? Hmm, I hear the word internet over and over again…)

Today was, well, kind of slack. Physics was kind of fun, coz of the pop quiz. It was really so pop, like out of nowhere. Pop goes the weasel. (random me!) anyway, it was so fast and my hands were like aching to get all the notes down. Why were the notes so not sufficient? Great… ._.lll Then lang arts, yay for me not failing, I thot I would have. Phew a whole load to me…

(Oh, I saw the motion for today’s debate: New media, new dangers! – The Internet has brought more harm than good to today's youth… haha!)

Anyway, major event for today was like my tooth dropping out! Disgusting!!! Yuck! Eew! It’s no joke having ur tooth drop out when you are trying to bite a nice small piece of sausage. But after all, the tooth was shaking like for 3 years already, it lasted long enough, I would say. My mouth feels weird, odd, funny, horrible and yucky! When my tooth fell out, I would say that it didn’t hurt, but it bled a lot. The whole tissue was stained lah, Disgusting!!! Yuck! Eew!!! Then, I had to ask my sensei to let me go rinse my mouth, coz it was like lesson right after my tooth fell out. Gross… it was so . Worst of my tooth dropping incidents so far. I remember one when I was 5 in KFC, then, it dropped out. Then another time, my dad helped me yank the whole thing out, coz it was so painful. Then another time, I was eating old chang kee and it fell out coz I bit quite hard(it was prawn)… Then one time, it was falling out when I brushed my teeth, that didn’t hurt quite so much. Others were gently pulled out by the dentist and so one... haha :D

Better go sleep. If not, I can’t wake up tmr. My mom decided to stop waking me up in the morning. Why did I throw tantrums in the morning???? Gah! But I think I might do a bit of work on drama first lah, I’m so screwed up, I need a screwdriver!!! See, evidence of my randomness everyday... (ok, maybe today) but i seem to be random every time i post, so......... (leaves u thinking!)

04/04/2008

2008-04-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

How long again was it since i posted? Argh! Getting busier, that's my conclusion, but whatever. Really, i never seem ti keep promises. Irresponsible me... (wags finger at myself) Aiyah!

Anyway, i'm waiting for this animation program to finish downloading, and in the meantime, stoning like a nice grey piece of stone. Or maybe a rock, like igneous rocks, sedimentary rocks and metamorphic rocks. Maybe just a nice pebble on the beach or at the bottom of a fish tank. I'm just being stupidly random, if i'm thinking of comparing myself with rocks. Truth is, i can only think tat i'm stoning like a stone, and can't push the analogy any further, so i will stop that here, b4 somebody gets bored to bits by the comparison. (See, I'm totally random!)

My leg so hurts right now. I mean, i ran like 5 rounds around the track without walking. Though like i was like so slow, it was still quite an accomplishment for a small weak, undernourished and horrible stamina-ed person like me.

zzz... Gotta sleep. Yay!!1

Random post

2008-03-25T17:21:00.001+08:00

I just realised that the time of my blog is definitely odd, how do u change it? Argh!

My pocky flavour

2008-03-25T17:18:00.000+08:00

You Are Green Tea Pocky

Your attitude: natural and zen

Peaceful yet full of life. Deep and thoughtful.

You're halfway to tantric bliss!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

Never tried green tea pocky b4... Wonder how it tastes like.

25/03/08

2008-03-25T17:04:00.000+08:00

Great... I haven't posted in like i dunno how long... what on earth happened to my promise on blogging regularly? Can't blame me, block tests just ended like last week (not really just, but wadeva) Plus this is such a gonna be dead blog, i can't stand this. I can't seem to book the com in the room, and i dun like bloging right under the stares of everybody, but still... School seems like a much safer place to blog.

Yay for the block tests being over though it's such a long time ago. Yay for getting my personality report, not that i seem to understand most of it, my brain's kind o slow today.

My math paper was so funny... The marks being x at first then become x-2 then to x-4, my paper has 2 cancelled marks, funny. 1st time ever that i get that on my paper. Anyway, i feel quite accomplished, this mark being my highest since i started P4. really accomplished, to me, that is. If only all my other tests were like that, but i can do it.. Yay!!!

Ms Chooi changed the seating arrangement today. i was sitting alone, hogging one nice long rectangular table to myself, now that i'm sharing, the space under my table might be really messy. Better be careful, maybe dump everything in my drawer, or whatever it is called...

Gosh, better set off now, if not, i will get hoe at like 7, which is not a nice time and my stomach's rumbing, which means i'm in a bad mood now. Great!!!

07/03/08

2008-03-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

Yay... 213 rocks for LSC, coz we got special mention for drama and we exceeded by 40s (that is so lame!). YAY!!! LSC was fun, from the games to the drama prep to the food and well, the singing part. It's so much nicer than last years. yay for everybody who planned the camp.

Let's start from Day 1. Well, i arrived like just in time coz i had to go top-up my ez-link. Then the usual briefings (gah!) and formal stuff. Then to Labrador Park for amazing race, and we had to protect this egg. We spent like most of the time going up and down a hill, from left to right of the park, basically a long time to get from one station to another. But the games were ok, i guess. Then it was like lunch, mixed veg rice. And Drama prep next, but i think that we got tired of the play some time after and started singing the 欠我十块. And some of the ppl were playing modified volleyball. Kind of fun. Then shower, realized i forgot my comb (4th camp in a row forgetting it, coz it was not stated on checklist, urgh), so called my mom and asked her to bring it when she comes for movie. The water was cold, but i think i got used to it. And i was the last to shower. Gah! Dinner was mixed veg rice AGAIN! And my mom came while i was cleaning the tables in the canteen. I had to run to her to get her attention coz i didn't wanna use my phone money. The movie viewing was nice. Drumline is nice, engaging, but it was a little too long, i think. I was about to close my eyes. :p Nobody pretty much paid attention to the debrief and then lights out in the homeroom.

Day 2 was busier. We had to do nan zhong quan in the morning and i realised i actually could remember some of the steps. I felt so accomplished. Haha! Breakfast was this mini doughnut and this mini char siew bun and milo. Then we had drama prep again. And then we have to like go for the telematch. The telematch was really fun, i think, though i screwed up the last station coz my memory is so totally horrible. I shouldtry to enhance it. Gah! Then we had lunch. Mized veg rice AGAIN!!!! And we had to go for drama prep again then leadership games. My shoes got muddy during the game and my class tee was like practically soaking even though i was defending. The rest were like blindfolded, guessing games and less dirty ones. Then, it was shower. My class got to shower first, coz we were supposed to be serving. Then, when we went down, the canteen was like already filled with packets and food and we just basically stoned there. Dinner was mixed veg rice. AGAIN!!!!!!! Night trail was really fun. The first station was like really scary, coz we were blindfolded and there was this super scary story with effects.(though i didn't get the worst of the effects) There was this station about trust then we had to transport each other through a hole wihtout touching the string. I went first, coz i was like the lightest, i think. OMG, being carried is so super duper fun (though i touched the string the first time) and it is like so cool. Nice feeling, come to think of it, I haven't been carried like tat since like i was 5 years old. Haha. Relieving the memories. The rest of the stations were ok. Then we had to sleep under the stars. We were like praying the sky, believing in nature so that it wouldn't rain and we would sleep in class. Some even tried the rain dance! :D But it didn't rain, so we had to go down. Turns out it was ok, i fell asleep quite soon, looking at the beautiful night sky. I woke up quite a few times and saw the clouds, but it was nice!

Today was last day. It was drama. My class had exceeded the time limit by 1-2 min earlier, but when we did it today, we exceeded by only 40s, it's such an achivement. We put in a lot of effort in it! YAY FOR 213!!! <3 We so rock!!! And we got special mention though we didn't get any prizes!!! Better than nothing. :D YAY!!! I love the drama play.

Throughout the camp, well, the food was like mixed veg rice all the way, except 4 breakfast. And we got sugar crackers and all gorged on them. They are like son addictive. And we got STRAWBERRY youghurt yesterday! YAY!!! :D It was nice.

Well, we kept on singing the 欠我十块 song througout the camp. It is NICE too and kind of addictive too. haha. And i shouted all the way yesterday for the class cheers. I practically screamed my lungs out, but thank goodness i brought my water along, though i feel like my throat and sound is odd. But again, i might just be too paranoid. Haha :D

Gah, gotta go to sleep. Tmr's malaysian election. Zzz...

Pink panther

2008-03-04T22:32:00.001+08:00

03/03/08

2008-03-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

Whoa! Finally get to post! Coz i got the com in the supposed playroom (which is like just for storing toys) where using the computer at least has some privacy, as opposed in the living rm. haha! That's why i'm blogging now!

Well, today, most of it was doing the drama thingy, and NOBODY SENT ME ANY SOUND TRACK YET!!! argh, but tmr's the deadline, no music by tmr, no music in the play. Cause and effect. Let's hope that i won't stay up too late tmr to do the burning music.

Watching anime online now, so xian. But i want to enjoy the computer b4 suffering the fact that there is no computer during LSC. I am just feeling very random 2dae. Especially when i started to listen to songs again and again.

Gosh, today japanese. Well, 45.5 for my CA1. Kind of stupid. all careless mistakes except for the listening compre. Stupid me! But whatever, wad can i do? Nothing, as it is, just jia you for the next one.

I can't believe i got 13 for the geog thingy, nor that i completely forgot about the biblio. Wow! I stayed up till 12 to do that, i think. Guess i was just dreaming.

Currently, i feel like going to the library and carrying a whole stack of nice hardy boys books home. I reread one for the whole of yesterday. It was too nice and the temptation's always hard to control, esp when i had to force myself to study a little chemistry. Well...

Why aren't any of the aime sites working tonight? How am i supposed to continue watching ouran when i can't even open the window. All says connection problem. Whatever! -.- gah! And i am only at like episode 9, pathetic!

Oh yeah, i went with my mom to pick up my bro from student care(his first day there). Apparently, he was not very glad to see me and started kicking me while my mom was paying the fees inside. Talk about horrible! Then to piss him off even further,i said that student care was for babies like him coz they didn't noe how to take care of themselves properly (no offence, that was just some kind of statement to piss him) haha. That totally pissed him off, but my mom prevented him from hitting me. Sweeeeeeeeet!

I feel kind of high today. Random! Tmr personality assessment, i'm definetely introvert, i took enough tests to noe, serious! Others can't rmb, introvert's a nice word.

Gotta sleep and let my sis hog the com. haha.

28/02/08

2008-02-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

Today, well, it is kind of horrible.

Let's start with the science SPA for instance. I'm sure I like failed it coz i recorded my observations all wrongly. Guess i was too nervous or sth like that lah. D:

Then, well, math. Kind of ok, just that my graphs are kind of horrible, esp the concepts. Must revise, if not i might just fail the next quiz.

Then recess... So nice, just for the part that i watched Dante's Peak. i noe the movie is nice and everything, but it is like so traumatizing, esp. when the grandma died. OMG! I'm sure i will get nightmares or sth like that tonight.

Chinese, the gong han. I dun really get it, it's so much more complicated than si han. so difficult to memorise. Argh, and we are writing one tmr. yay for me! HAHA!!!

FPS was ok, it was the nicest today.

Lunch, then Dante's Peak again. Argh, i become even more truamatized coz i didn't go down to eat and started watching from the lava part again. More nightmares, i'm sure. Then, well, the volcano erupted, everything destroyed. I looked at it, like OMG! Phew i live in Singapore, disaster free... haha! Oh, and the boss dying part is so traumatizing as well. The ending is like so crappy and typical, if u ask me. But it's the least traumatizing part, i think. I was trying real hard to not get too distracted by the sounds and concentrating hard on my sui bi. But it didn;t work, the horrible sounds. Ugh!

Lang arts, finished watching TKAM. Sad, coz i realy liked the movie. Well, then i got back the letter to the editor. I can't believe i got 23. Gosh!That's quite high for my uusual standard, serious! YAY!!!

Art, well, finished my clay thingy. It looks so horrible!

End of school and yay! Course i had to finish the newspaper sui bi.

Well, i say that this month is like money month. There were like so much money to collect. I'm like broke. Thank goodness tmr's end of month. But why did it have to be a leap year? If not, 2dae would be last day of feb.. Sad!

I can't wait to get my class-tee. My mom was complaining about how ex it was. Haha. She's kind of broke too... :P

That's all, i think...

What donut I am

2008-02-21T21:25:00.002+08:00

You Are a Boston Creme Donut

You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you.

But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft.

You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily.

You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.

What Donut Are You?

Haha, wad donut is this?

21/02/2008

2008-02-21T21:07:00.000+08:00

Sigh... So xian lah... Today lang arts got the lit essay on TKAM, it was so totally horrible. I think I wrote a lot of unrelated stuff-my habit! Gah... And i'm desperately trying to finish the RAFT assignment and Chinese SIA by today. Great news is i got my card topped-up, better than not being able to send SMSes. That was horrible. And i just found out that Singapore is going to be the host city for YOG 2010. Hip hip hootay, that is... GREAT!!! (though i sound a bit half-hearted lah) Oh ya, and i successfully registered with facebook, haha. I took a long time cox the internet was so slow in laoding the confirmation email... Chinese SIA quite easy lah, i think, just the RAFT, have to do so much research, so xian. Plus the FPS Solutions, yahoo. I'm gonna have a real busy weekend, i say... Rather, i might burn the midnight oil today. I am so enjoying my well-deserved privacy by using the more lousy com in the room instead of the brand new one in the living room.. HAHA!!! Oh, and i remembered, there is the kitchen trial tmr during home econs, then the PE evaluation/assessment(wadeva u call it. Gosh, better eat my breakfast tmr. My defence tactics are simply atrocious. I'm not very optimistic, am I? heehee. Better concentrate that is, or i won't get any sleep... Zzz.@_@

Valentines' Day!

2008-02-14T13:45:00.000+08:00

Ok, i declare i'm posting now while doing research for LA... I'm skilled at multi-tasking, i think... Anyway,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! (to those reading)

So many events lately, like tmr there is like a CNY staff dinner for NYGH, so wonder we are dismissed early... Bleh!

I haven't finished my art and i'm gonna be so dead. I didn't paint that thingy. Can't imagine later, so xian...

To those who gave my things today, thanks a whole load and that sry i didn't prepare anything...

Oh yes, am i really that thin? i mean i gained 4kg in half a year and that is a GREAT achievement for me, that is... I would like my weight to be acceptable too!

The space in front of me looks so messy, with all my things strewn all over, yucky! I'm disorganized, that is...

I attached a short personality test out of boredom:

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

In love, you express your emotions through actions.
Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

What's Your Personality Type?

That's about it, i think...

HI!!!

2008-02-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hi, this is my new blog, created on the seventh day of the lunar new year, so coincidentally, the birthday of all humans is not only same as our class b'day
(HAPPY BIRTHDAY 213!!!),

but also as this particular blog here...

So, here's wishing my new blog to be full of love, stars, posts and success... Cheeers!

<3 Alicia